Dear J-
The car is sometimes a blunt instrument, shouldering the air out of the way, aggressively gulping gas and oxygen and expelling it with a bellow as they roar around you. Then there are the eerily quiet-at-city-speeds hybrids running silently on electric like some submarine slipping into convoys undetected. Me, if they don’t hear my asthmatic old-guy wheezing as I puff my way up hills, I’ll take the bike even if it isn’t bike-to-work day or week or month. It’s a more efficient use of my time, combining exercise with distance, and I enjoy the fresh air but at times I wish that I had a better handle on my safety. You have to make some assumptions every time you jump on the bike and chief among them is that you’ll be seen and not seen as an impediment.
You want to be visible and yet you don’t want to obstruct, which is sometimes the point. If you have an equal right to the road then when the bike lane disappears where do you go? There’s a lifetime of thought that tells me to scoot over and not get in the way and the bike commuter advocacy that says to take up as much room as you need to feel safe. One of the people I ride on the vanpool with tells me that, having lived all over Southern California, she’s seen all kinds of drivers, and by far the prevailing mode for San Diegans is oblivion. In other words, our local drivers are either clueless to what’s going on around them (this is the charitable explanation) or the worst kind of passive-aggressive I’ve seen. Here’s my litmus test: driving in the right lane on the highway and someone’s trying to merge in. What do you do? Here in San Diego the norm is to stay the course or maybe speed up to make sure they get behind you, even if you’re getting out at the next exit or if the next lane over is free and it would cost you nothing to get over.
So is that clueless or just discourteous? It doesn’t matter if the results are the same, and that’s what freaks me out about San Diego drivers. The car-bike accidents I read about are generally judged to be the bicyclist’s fault, but even if they weren’t there’s little recourse for the bicyclist — either gravely injured or killed. Truth is I always told myself that it happens to other people, or that collisions from behind are rare, or any number of excuses to make myself feel confident and safe. The lack of pavement striping on Genesee is starting to freak me out, given the unperceptive nature of some of the motorists I’ve seen and I don’t know what to do about it. Is it just a mental block or actual fog to cut through?
Mike